Hate That I Love U So

2010-07-17T14:13:00.002+08:00

You know its been a hectic week. Preee much I've live in an enjoying life with the most awesome-est of friends and family members. Idk preee much my friends are my family too. So close so fun. Its the best. The friends I have, I will nvr trade them for anything. Well. Its been a good week of celebration. And the words I have for this week is just FLOWING. Haha despite the project the school, the test , the presentation I really love every min of my life. Despite the many ups and downs the stresses. Haha. Howell. So yesterday. Awesome . I guess you could either go to Muhammad's blog Azeemah's blog or Hanis's blog cause im too lazy to update like that. Im sure they will do better then me :D haha. But yeah marina barrage. simpang for dinner. send everyone back then me muhd afeeq mike catch a 2.15am movie. DESPICABLE ME. Hilarioooussssss :D :D :D
What a day :D

2010-07-04T09:28:00.002+08:00

Well, me and my big butt for wanting to start working. Haiz. Get money yes. For during the holidays maybe it will be much better. Because for now, I feel like having a lil bit of no life. Schooling less sleep, working much lesser sleep. Somehow I care more about sleep then money. But later during the holidays when I have too much sleep or maybe no plans at all I will blabber about not finding a job. Now that I have a job. I have to keep it and not quit so soon :P:P Haha.
Well yesterday 3 - 11. Today is another 3 - 11 shift. My feet are killing me ttm. The best thing about this work is to interact with a lot of people from different countries . I think thats all for now. Just a short update. I dont really know what to update at this point of time. My brain is asleep my feet are asleep but my eyes aint shut.

2010-06-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

What a long 2 day. Woooo.. Feels like I just returned from a 3 days 2 night camp. Zzzz super lack of sleep. Well. Firstly Friday theres school, then after mosque met Sulaimi and drove to town to get his temporary shoe. zzzz. Now i know less den an hour parking at Ion is what? 2bucks+++ Tsk tsk tsk. Had an interview. Hopefully will get the job :D :D
Head to get flyers for Sulaimi's small work at CC. Hahaha! Get some food and go qiji to eat more. :D
Then head to street and play a couple of matches and slack. Decide to have last min plan and Hadi Helmi and Sulaimi came to my place to watch the Portugal vs Brazil which is very disappointing. Also had pizza wooooooo. Awesome friday night. Send them home at around 1+am 2am. And slept at around 3ishh.. Woke up at 7+++ and rush for the East Coast Tournament. Didnt regret as we, St45 managed to clinch 2nd spot. Our prize? Silver medals and 200dollars CASH ;D. Not bad not bad.
Was quite frustrated and angry that Adelphi's match was cancel and we dont even know till the last min. Thanks eh. The rush for waste. Continue slacking thanks to MONOPOLY DEAL :D Head home with Sulaimi get change and meet Ahmad Hadi and went bugis. There met Helmi. Everything was going to plan till we want to sheeeesha and the service was super freaking bad. Aizat and Khai came late. But we were already in no mood to continue. So proceeddd home. zzz.
OK thats about it :D :D :D

2010-06-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

Well. Today. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Not a bad day I guess. Yikes. Well atleast im done with Java? But unable to burn into the disc. Will probably figure out tomorow, hopefully it can be solved. If not DIE! Lol. Ok la other than that. The day is normal. Gotten a few results here and there. Suprisingly I pass. Not all but yeah. Get the point? Not studying lazy ass but somehow can pass. WOOHOOO! And I hope tomorow's interview wont have any cancellation and hope will get the job. Time to earn some cash for myself. Hopefully? Maybe some will be given to mum . :D
Other than that. I wanna shop for stuffs and maybe OVERSEAS? Guess I'll have to start sacrficing going outs? So no more last min plan as much as last time. Must plan then. Me planning? Doesnt sound right. Haha. Owell must get use to it. :D

2010-06-23T21:08:00.002+08:00

What a tiring short day.
Started at 9am as usual. Went for business accounting bla bla. Apel was like waste of time again. As usual. And then it was OB. Some organisation shit. Was crappy stupid and boring I guess.
Howell scoring a C for that paper was an overachievement to me. :D
hahaha! Woooooo sooo happy boy . In class eating all sorts of food. :D
Then class ended bla bla bla thought its gonna be a normal day. Then Aizat called.
Ppwd low so I rejected it and uses my classmate's phone to call him. Well its kinda of an emergency so from doin a java project to be completed by friday, I have to rushed to SP to pick him up.
Tsk tsk. was tired and the heavy rain didnt help much either. Howell. Everything is ok, luckily nothing else happen right? Okay then reach home at 5 and ate. After that, had a very long nap till 8++++++ 9 :D hehehehe!

2010-06-23T12:36:00.001+08:00

In school now. Yesterday was a bomb. Awesome. You know. Well, like went town with Sulaimi and Ahmad. Was suppose to meet them at 2.20pm but I kinda fall asleep and woke up at 220. Yikes. But its okay a lil late dont do any hurt. aites.! So town accompanied Ahmad to buy his new electric guitar shit and yeah plus the amp. Goodluck in carrying it around town man. Haha! He said he will carry it but upon coming out from the shopping mall he started complaining and instead of using one hand he started carrying using both his hands. HAHA! Well window shopped but ntg niceeeeee zz. Buffet was the best shit ever. Sakura. WOOOOOO ntg feels more satisfying then food. Haha. Im still kinda lazy to really update my blog. So till here. Takecare!

2010-06-21T19:44:00.002+08:00

After much of not sleepingg, got myself a 12 hour sleep which is good. but still i think its not enough. School is a bore and unproductive. That sums up everything. Results will be getting back next week. *sigh* so lazy to wait. This friday will be submission for java. Sucky I know. oooooooooooooo I CUT MY HAIR YAY! :D

2010-06-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

See y'all we used to be a team
Running the streets yeah
We was living out our dream, ohh
You used to be my rider
I was your provider
Now we separated in two
Oh, and we was burning off the blocks
And everybody know when we stepped in the spot
See we was like the dynamic duo,
I never thought that you'd go but you did, yeah
Yeah you did

Oh and baby you left and sailed away alone
And now you got me trapped up on this island
With no way to get home

And I dont wanna go, go
I dont wanna go, girl
I dont wanna it, no no
I dont wanna it, down low
I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo

Cos I was so high
And now I'm so low
And I dont wanna walk around alone,
Said I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo, solo

You was the beat onto my top line
Put us together
And you offer it the rewind
See, you gave me a purpose
Now I'm getting nervous
That my heart will never sing again
Oh, when we was burning up the airways
They know us from the Virgin Islands to the U.K.
See, we was on our way to the platinum and gold
Never thought that you'd go , but you did yeah
Yeah, You did

Oh and baby you left and sailed away alone (Yeah, alone)
And now you got me trapped up on this island
With no way to get home

And I dont wanna go, go
I dont wanna go, girl
I dont wanna no, no
I dont wanna it, down low
I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo

Cuz I was so high
And now I'm so low
And I dont wanna walk around alone,
I said I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it, solo (solo) solo

Bridge -
I dont wanna walk S-O-L-O
I dont wanna walk S-O-L-O
Ohh loh ohh
Sol-oh-oh-oh(solooo)
I dont wanna walk S-O-L-O

And I dont wanna go, go
I dont wanna go, girl
I dont wanna no, no
I dont wanna it, down low
I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Cos I was so high
And now I'm so low
And I dont wanna walk around alone, solo
I said I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it, solo (solo) solo.

2010-06-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

You know what bloggy, I guess I can nvr have enough sleep. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG,
Tomorow will be the start of school, again. Haiz. Idunteven know what i am expecting from myself for now and also for the future? :/

Pictures from Picnic with Classmates and others.
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2010-06-20T17:23:00.001+08:00

Soooo yeah. This are just a few pics. A lot have been happening in my life ever since year 2 begins and all. Can say it is quite a good start. But in life nothing is all up right? So yeah. The most plus point is that I got my driving licence. So yeah ups and downs. Life been interesting and all.

2010-06-20T16:45:00.002+08:00

2010-06-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

Get back to blogging? We will see. Hmm
Whats the purpose of one's existence?

2010-06-20T15:43:00.001+08:00

I have to start changing, yes? But how am I gonna overcome this laziness. The urge to change is really strong but somehow I dont trust myself. I am pree sure in a few days it will just fade and back to square one again? Hmm. I need that inner strength. The will to just go forward and change. Howell.. Lets see where this will take me.

2010-06-20T14:47:00.001+08:00

fuckkkk...
Im not gonna end my holiday without getting any sleep?
Shitass like around 8 hrs of sleep in 3 days?
tsk tsk tsk.
So not healthy and im soooo not feeling good. Shitass.
Im gonna be quite agitated and yeah.
I think my blog will be like a mini twitter for me daily if im not lazy I THINK?
WHY?!?!?!
Cause no one will come here :D and I can just kinda shoot it here ? LOL!
Its just irritating

2010-06-20T08:56:00.000+08:00

this is excruciating. Hmmmmmmmm

2010-06-19T08:51:00.000+08:00

omgoshh.. body alarm totally screwed yorrr.. CANT sleeeep shiats. hahahahahaha
i think i shud delete my blog? hmm but a lil too much memories. haiz.

2010-06-18T00:33:00.001+08:00

Give me the strength. :)

2010-06-15T16:22:00.002+08:00

My blog is getting wayyy dead. Too lazy too busy. Don't really care much right?
Howell. I will update whenever I want to.. Might not be often or maybe? Not sure.
Lol. For now take care. I know that all are not reading this blog anymore. Understandable. :)

2010-06-15T16:21:00.000+08:00

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Yeah, It's been a ride...
I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit and
Whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shit's his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the universe

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Ok quit playin' with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that fuck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground

Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW
Cause I ain't playin' around
There's a game called circle and I don't know how
I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
This fucking black cloud's still follow's me around
But it's time to exercise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don't even realise what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
To focus soley on handling my responsibility's as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
You couldn't lift a single shingle lonely
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Put a ??? and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

2010-03-24T12:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes its just feels ooooohhh sooo lazy to update blog,

I realised I am not the only one. Blog hoping but now more and more blogs are getting

less updated. Haha. Laziness maybe? Too much thing to update till your like

GOSHHH!

Haha ok soo well I will try my best to update.

Year 1 of poly is finally over and 2nd year is coming. No more a freshie.

Exams are done with, results quite bad but atleast failed one only of the expected 3.

The supp paper was also a wretched so I wont be suprised if I have to remodule.

Ok the start of the holiday was quite a bore. Staying at home almost everyday.

But lucky friends came met them near and spend time.

But this recent week. It started picking up.

Going out. Moved house. Having 2 plans in a day or more.

Spending time like having my own home for 1 or 2 nights which is condo life for 2 days.

Eating at Royal Plaza (:

Mind's cafe games and catch ups.

Life is being good and I hope it continues.

Ive been really cutting down on parties.

A really good thing uh? Haha. Owell I really wanna do a lot of stuffs and also shopping

But the money is just being oh so limited.

DARN!

2010-03-10T15:07:00.001+08:00

howells.
Despite the heartbreak.

2010-03-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

After much ive been thru. Ups and Downs.

I think I dont even mind losing you as a friend cause I rather have 1 real friend than having

10 fakes.

2010-03-04T01:16:00.001+08:00

And I cannot believe someone can know you just by having a look or something.
Amazing. Respect.

2010-03-03T23:52:00.001+08:00

Well.

Catched 2 movies today.

First was Percy Jackson, I know I'm kinda slow but yeah.

It was good. Enjoyable. 7.5/10?

Well 2nd was My Name Is Khan. Awesomenezzxzxzxzxzzx

To all whether you enjoy hindi movies or not, this is a must watch.

9/10 (:

Had an average fun day. Thanks people.

Yeah. Wont get into much detal but My Name Is Khan is really touching.

2010-02-28T00:36:00.002+08:00

Well exams are done with.

Now awaiting for supp paper.ZzZzZz afterwhich i would not want to see accounting again

please

i dont like it.

After finish exams what i do?

Well sleep? soccer? sleep? slack at home? WOW

what a way to enjoy uh ;)

hahahahahaha!

owell just a short post for now.

And i can be easily agitated nowadays.

2010-02-21T12:42:00.002+08:00

PICTUREEESSSSSSS UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2010-02-07T17:02:00.001+08:00

when it's over, said and done
you're gonna be my only one
no more flirting in the club
only you will be my drug
staying up on the phone
exchanging all kind of words
like i love you

2010-02-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

Dear Friend, do take care of yourself. (:

2010-02-02T11:54:00.001+08:00

2010-02-01T22:35:00.001+08:00

my blog is not dead.

Its just that i dont really wanna update dis few days.

DREADFUL ok.

hmmm lets just sayyyyyyy ok

idk what i want to say.

NOT LAZY just dont feel like updating k.

BYE!

2010-01-25T03:23:00.002+08:00

well i had a torried weekend.

Friday soccer not much mood to play.

Saturday match cancel due to some reasons.

played at pasir ris primary got injured -.-

Sunday before 12am Arsenal lost and projects were undone.

However i did manage to finish my SAS activity flow OMGOMGOMG!

this is like almost a miracle u know.

k firstly sunday i woke up with my left leg barely moving.

I can barely walk.

And i walk in a CACAT manner that seems like ive live 18 years walking like that

pfft sad, so i tell myself dat i wont go out NVR NVR NVR.

so yeah afeeq visited me and bought me rootbeer YAY!

LOVE IT =D

so yeahh plan to start doing my project at 4pm however i procastinate and watch hindi movie

till like 10+ like that.

HAHA

i know i wouldnt be able to complete at home.

So Erdie was nice enough to help me out meet under his block at 1150pm =D

And thats when i started to do my project.

Zuhaili came down as well.

Talk and as i do my project had conversation and Erdie help me too =D

WOOOOOOOOOO! i swear going out today was a torture.

while walking like some kind of retard . Haha sacrifices have to be made right?

owells after finish my project around 2am Erdie went home as me and zuhaili grab something from 711 to eat and slack. so now just reached home. owells.

I CANT WAIT FOR THIS SEMT TO END! i swear =D

hahahaha take care people!

2010-01-23T02:36:00.002+08:00

well i think and i hope 2010 is a good year.

I GOT A FEELING(:

but somehow i got another feeling that

its gonna be quite a disaster.

For ow its not just studies BUT

I need motivation in everything, school, soccer, everything.

I dunt really know why.

I think im beginning to get weaker by the day. Even for soccer, i really suck.

I just realise now that im quite a coward for soccer. I dont even go for any 50-50 ball.

Whats wrong with me.

I seem to have interest in NTG for now. I cant really sleep so yeah do a brief blog update.

About how i feel right now. So sorry for the boring post people.

Owells. I just need SOMETHING,SOMEONE maybe, just dunnoe what exactly.

2010-01-19T08:05:00.001+08:00

2010-01-18T01:00:00.001+08:00

roughly

pics that i owe u all

have been uploaded.

well theres like alot more

but i guess the past i let it go for now

so any other pics are at facebook

so yeah more pics update for friday and saturday will

be later on (:

hahakz

not today.

maybe sometime around this week

okay?

2010-01-17T23:55:00.026+08:00

2010-01-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

Now is already the 3rd day of 2010.=)

well, so far everything has been going smoothly i guess. My 09 was end

with a bang. Together with the Raya Clans, AWESOME NIGHT with

Afeeq, Shahrir, Ridzwan, Myzza, Muhammad, Marieta, Firza and Myself. =)

Basically our plan was. PARAGON buy shirt =D, Suntec Movie and Sky Garden, Walk to lao pa sat and watch Fireworks. Had SUPPER, walk AIMLESSLY and get a NR at clarke quay. =)

They are awesome people and I thank god for let me meeting them. =). Well, 2009 has many ups and downs, somehow i think

that it has many more downs then up for me. So, I hope that 2010 is a much better year.

Whatever it is, I have to be strong and overcome any problems that

come in my way. =D (LOL).

Since coming to poly the people i have met are AWESOME.

Camp Mates. Malay friends in TP. Business People.

All of them are awesome.

2009 passes like a breeze BUT that aint what i like. Life seems to get

faster and faster, and i dont think I'm ready to grow up just yet.

Will be 19 this year and 20 the next? There goes my teenagehood.

Owells, thats life.

For my resolution, I think its sorta quite complicated and somewhat stupid.

but its mine right? so who cares?

To get my driving licence PLEASE OH PLEASE
To somehow promote to year 2 and finally not being a freshman =p.
To stop changing house, but this house that im gonna move to soon enough is not really an area where i like. =(
To be friends with SOMEONE, even if it takes the whole year to be accepted as a friend or maybe even longer. =X
To go overseas with friends.(batam)(cruise)(KL) WHEREEVER.! =D
To change someone's life for the better or make an impact on their lives.

I think thats all for my resolution. Kinda stupid i know right. Alright Takecare PICTURES LATER OK! hahaha

2009-12-21T01:03:00.002+08:00

been having loads of outing during this holiday

this also means that ive been spending alot of money.

as in REALLY REALLY alot.

ok im a lil bit lazy to explain what i do and everything right.

but today i bought 1 pair of jeans and 2 shirts.

yesterday went sheesha with sec skol classmate

super fun=D miss sec skol dudes.

friday went sentosa and vivo and yeah.

with dance people

LOL!

hahahakz so unlike me to join dance i know

but owell

live once enjoy it .=D

ps: its not what you say, but what you dont say.

its not what you do, but what you dont do.

2009-12-16T02:48:00.003+08:00

ok my sunday was a short one.

met abdul played soccer

ZZ =p

have lunch do a lil WINDOW shopping and went home.

yeah

monday was however even a shorter one. =D

went to skol to submit my mc

and went for my 5th driving test.

well seems i get the hang on it on the road.

however i havent try on the circuit plus parking and uturn

soo kinda scary =X

ok after that went home.

was too hungry sooo called pastamania for home delivery .

baked rice and baked pasta

satisfy the tummy WOOHOOO! =D

even though the portion is a lot to be desired so yeah, =D

tuesday was A LONGGG DAY

ok met shila and zuhaili

proceed to town.

and yeah did window shopping

i bought lots of snacks.

and we find jobs too

did someeeeeeeee forms

and yeahhh =D

mcm da biasa kene reject =p

LOL!

ok la after that bla bla3 long walkkkkkkkkkkk

zuhaili came to my place as shila went off.

played game and wait for erdie

den later meet erdie and went to pasir ris =D

zuhaili went home as me and erdie met afiq

had long chats at downtown and all yeahhhhh

i miss living in pasir ris.

well we went our seperate ways around 2am.

and yeah while walking i walk towards some place where i use to live.

block 481 and 147 to be exact.

miss those times staying at that area.

reach home at 240am =D

listening to songs and walking at night really helps to calm de mind down =D

ok people

takecare! =D

2009-12-12T19:11:00.002+08:00

mid sem test past just like a breeze =p

owell this is because out of 6 papers i only took 2.

and both the paper i take will fail miserably =p

ESPICIALLY SAS!

hahahaha

the other 4, i skipped =X

bad student. i know but then again. k pfft hahaha!

well my thursday and friday really killed me haha.

was damn tiring and somehow im still able to stand up.

with an empty stomach, played kallang cage 4 hrs between 2pm-6pm. =D

it was hell fun.

but the tiredness and my stomach start to feel queeezy

friday didnt attend my mid sem test, went prayers and met the street 45 people

and head for our match. =D

we won 3 -0

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

ok the day wasnt over.

get back bathe changed and out at night =D

hahakz.

it was fun none the less.= D

reach home at 730 in the morn and slept till 11am ONLY!

well

afeeq came my place at 12pm .

pass him BTT and FTT theory books.

while cover with him some BTT stuffs. =D

had small talks and yeah

it was good =)

want to have OUTING sec skol outing and poly rayamates OUTING

PLEASE?!

haha

ok thats about it. slept at 4pm and i just woke up now. going back sleep SOON! =D

2009-12-09T00:11:00.002+08:00

i think lazyness just summarise me at the moment.
ive been a lazy ass
lazy to do anything
and i think im getting worst.
not in terms of attitude or anything.
its just that my lazyness level has gone to an all time high =p.
DOTA language= better than GODLIKE =p
LOL!

2009-11-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

i think everyone is like disappointed in me

that i didnt go skol for 2 days already.

well its like idk.

i lost interest in whatever de future holds.

not sure y.

but today is a good achievement for me.

well I PASS MY FTT!

after my 2nd try. pheeewwwww.

ok and 2ndly business Dcup.

me and my team got 3rd.

hey its pree good for a last min assemble.

and with no team chemistry.

so yeah we did play good and 3rd spot is a good enough result.

i am sooo prouddddd =D hahaha.

ok thats just a short update about my life. =)

2009-11-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

hmm is it weird?

is it weird to have a crush on a girl where u only saw once.

and dunnoe her at all?

is it even weirder to like that girl for around 4 - 5 mths long.

and still dunnoe dat person =X

what a crush it is.

2009-11-11T13:12:00.001+08:00

well time to update my dusty blog!

i got this habit u know.

lil things in life and lil things everyday will make me smile

but somehow. small things hurts as well

soo im kinda have mixed emotions on different days and all.

so yeahz.

what have i been doing?

ok for halloween went to sentosa for the haunted house organise with

the help of TP people so yeah TProcks!

well been alot of outing and spending money lately.

TOWNs BDAYs EASTCOASTs. well not forgetting soccer right. =)

whats a week without soccer or/and friends.

right?

well this post will be kinda messy u know.

worst english than usual. as in really really bad english!

hahahakz!

my internet connection kinda sucks this few days with the laptop

dunt noe y.

but have to bear with it uh!

well u know small things makes me happy like de little most gratitude can make me happy.

but even the smallest bad thing can change my mood just like that.

depending.

pffffffffffft!

but nowadays been listening to songs that involve the emotions it really sort of makes me

both happy and sad? hahakz good or not im not sure.

well

old songs rocks its somehow better den dis days.

follows the current mood uh.

and ii keep having this dreams as well.

idk what kind of signs is it trying to show. but somehow

in life its not really happening =(

owell till den. pictures will be upload NEXT TIME

dunnoe when but sooner or later aite.

ps:timewilltell.

2009-11-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

idontwannashiftthere!

idontwantidontwant idontwant!!!!!! =(

2009-11-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

stuck in the middle

of a freaking triangleeeeeeeeeee.

i hate.

2009-10-29T23:43:00.001+08:00

Half the time passed away
All the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste?
All the promises we made
One by one they vanished just the same

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Now it all seems so clear
There's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long
That summer's moving on
Reach for something that's already gone
Yeah

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Yeah we knew we had to lose this time
But we never knew when, and we never knew how
We would end up where we are
Yeah we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when, and we never knew how
Never knew anything

All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

2009-10-29T23:07:00.001+08:00

well
things just got worst for me
right.
and yeah now feel kinda ill.
vomitting craps.=.=
total shiats!

2009-10-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

ok my day was preee simple for today.

well my body and legs were not able to wake up for dance despite my eyes being awake.

so slept back . sorry eh ridz and also tiara.

ok den wake up did ntg much actuallly..

den went for soccer around 4++++ 5.

saw the oppponent and was like omggggg look at them and look at us.

they were big and in their mid 20s atleast.

pfft

soooooo de match was very physical.

first half was down 3 goals to nil WOW i know.

feel very demoralised for the 2nd half.

but after the start .the confidence was starting to rise. and slowly we came backkkk and from 3-0 we WON 4-3. =D YES heard it right. we won.

and i swear im beginning to love playing in centre mid everytime.

and yes my confidence is rising tooo WOOOT WOOT! =D

need to improve my stamina again =D

after match slack2.

den went to have dinner with hafis sulaimy and met aizat too.

in the end we ate at F.I.S.H.

FIRST AND LAST

its nice but the serving is kinda small for the price.

omg 4 person eat and cost 99bucks

WTH! right

hahahaakz

ok den slack again and all

funny things happen

and so yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

back home by 1240 =D

lostlostlostlostlostlost

2009-10-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

its not been a good week for me like seriously

and what a way to sort of end de week by having the game at MJC cancelled.

pfft

nvm. but bright side is dat yesterday hanis treat me to sushi and also faizah today

treat me to donuts =D

hahahakz. well i guess thats the only bright part of the week

anywaaayysssssssss,

i have been going out even in skol week and it sucks

i swear im all worn out.

but still i got no time to rest. pfft!

2009-10-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

you know.

usually life for me is

everything is a yes WITH A LIMIT though.

ok i dont smoke nor do i drink right.

but i will always and almost never reject friends.

well people say im stupid and i shud rest and everything

like yeah what to do. i care about friends true?

anything to make dem happy and such.

but they told me u have to rest too

u cant be spending everyday of ur life out and go anything go with life.

it will destroy me?

and noww for once im starting to feel the shagged.

i reject some outings. too many in one day.

ignored some.

say i cant.

for the first time i keep saying NO i thought it would be a good change

BUT NO!

it didnt

my life is going to a new LOW DOWN.

idontfeel good.

nor do i feel better nor do i feel well rested.

so y are people keep saying dat i need to say no whereas

when i say no it only do harm.

i dont say yes to ciggs or drinks or drugs.

but i say yes to friends. outing. no sleep. those kinds

but still somehow i feel kinda DOWN

dont ask me y i just dont feel like saying anything

and its been affecting me emotionally physically everything mentally too,

im tired of this.

like seriously.

what am i to do????????

am i being a bad friend then?

what makes a good friend than?

and importantly what makes a TRUE friend.

come on someone. tell me.

im not looking for muchhhh but however its just that.

I KNOW im weak. and ill bet most of my friends know that too.

I DONT ARGUE I DONT RAISE my voice.

still whatever if it isnt my fault or whatsoever im still to blame and i still take it

but then. it hurts more and more everyday.

whatsamantodo?

2009-10-21T01:57:00.002+08:00

below are pics of the events that i have been doing thats with pics.
im sure thats not every pic.
but i hope that would do. i deliver my promise right?
better late than never.
owell theres loads thats inside my mind every now and then
but just cant fit into any words.
and yeah had a very tiring day.
hmm... i think yeah what represents me is the 1st post for the day for now.
which is the song GOTTA BE SOMEBODY by nickelback. =)
but thats just part of it.
ok and yeah i think i wont be sleeping tonight.
well not sleeping is like a common in thing right now.

2009-10-21T01:40:00.001+08:00

2009-10-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

This Time
I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing
I know it by the feeling
The moment when were meeting
Well play out like a scene
Strait off the silver screen

So I'll be holdin' my breath
Right up till the end
Until that moment when
I find the one I'll spend forever with

Cause'
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause' everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's got to be somebody for me like that

Cause' nobody wants to go it on their own
Everyone wants to know there not alone
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's got to be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dam it this feels too right
It's just like dÃ©jÃ vu
Me standing here with you

So I'll be holdin' my breath
Could this be the end
Is it that moment when
I find the one I'll spend forever with

Ooooooo!
You can't give up
When you're looking for
A diamond in the rough
You'll never know
When it shows up
Make sure you're holdin' on
Cause it could be the one
The one you're waiting on

Cause' nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause' everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's got to be somebody for me

Ohhhhhhhh!

Cause' nobody wants to go it on their own
Everyone wants to know there not alone
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's got to be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there
I'm lookin for
Cause' everyone wants to feel like someone cares
When there's no
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere
I'm lookin' on
There's got to be somebody for me out there

ps:theresgottobesomebodyformelikethat.

2009-10-19T22:26:00.004+08:00

first day of the new semester.

how is it?

well practically right, it SUCKS

like super duper alot

first lecture basic accounting? it bores me to death.

den its break.

then theres system analysis. again

another useless shit. well better than WDS i think =)

break again

and its system analysis(SAS) tutorial

1 hr pass soo slow

serious boring shit.

soooo im tired of it. i cant handle last lect so skip with jason and weiheng.

went home

cook maggi

releks. get change. met muhd

buy tics to DARAH =D

catch with aizat helmi muhd and myself.

well we were damn kecoh inside

but the show is super duper damn gooorrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

ok nites!

uknoweverydayithurtsmemoreinside.

everydaychancesaregettingslimmer.

everydayilosemotivationtostudyanymore.

sometimesiwonder.whatsthepurposeofmylife?

iknowimnotgood.butidontthinkimthatbadeither.

somepeoplejustdontgetchancesinlife.andsometimes

thenotsodeservinggotit.havetobepatientwithliferight?

well,inlifetheresasayingitcanonlygetbetter.

butfromwhatimexperiancingitgetsworst.

2009-10-19T07:05:00.004+08:00

omg.THE day is here.

after much dismay i have to accept the fact that skol is starting

in 2 hrs time ill be inside de lecture room

and pfft de enjoyment ends? or does it?

well holiday been a blast for me.

rarely do i go without a day with no plans. =D

and yes i did everything i wanted to do during the holiday except for the fact

that i do not have any good rest.

CHALET i think been to 4?

RAYA outing.

a lil PARTY

SHOPPING.

SOCCER.

RANDOM OUTINGS.

SENTOSA.

well basically u name the place and ive been there HAHAA!.

i think the only plan i didnt manage to have is a SLEEPOVER

like i say, anything got to do with the word sleep is not done.

DAMNS.

but owell.

theres always next time.

soooooooooo not looking forward for skol but what the heck.

cant wait for the 2 weeks break =D.

ADIOS~

ps: what makes life beautiful is the smallest detail that happen everyday

2009-10-13T23:31:00.001+08:00

isk remember KESABARAN ADALAH SEPARUH DARIPADA IMAN!

2009-10-13T14:14:00.002+08:00

ok i have not been a good writer of the blog lately.

well yu cant blame me right?

been going out and not resting enough.

hahakz.

well SOME people have been complaining that my blog is becoming boring and all

yeah i agreeee

hahakz

pictureless!

wellll i got a lil time to update about my life for now.

but again it will be boring u know

i think i owe this blog like what? a 100 pics?

AND IM NOT EXXEGERATING

hahahaha

simply i been treating my home like a hotel.

which is kinda a bad thing

but then outing=fun =D

hahahakz

welllllllllllllllllllllllll u live once? ENJOY it

but have limits =D

ps:theresnothingelsetolose as everythingislost

2009-10-11T13:54:00.000+08:00

woooooo i guess

immabit of mia ing again right. well

not that i want too

but im super duper rarely at home nowadays

YIKES a bad boy right?

nooo =p

HAHAHAHAHA been having loads of fun stuff to do u know

well now gottoget ready too =D

so yeah blog later yall.=D

2009-10-02T00:52:00.002+08:00

wooooooooooooooooo open house was a blast

welll its kinda last min.

so i had to try invite people at like what very last min.

sorry for the late info people but im quite glad and very happy like u know

alot of people could make it

feel very touch.

but something still disturbs me .. well its ok

i wont let it affect me though.

love my friends and families and all yeahhhhh

thanks allah for letting me have such wonderful friends.

from pri skol to sec skol to poly friends.

to dance friends.

to soccer friends

and yeahhh

woooooooooooooooooo

i love u people very very much =D

hahakz

i wont be able to name list everyone that came today but yeah im soooo happy

u know

roughly around 30 of my fwens came. estimated.

even though some i expected to make it but wasnt able to or another reason pfft nvm.

i still had a blast.

and yesssssssssssssssssss i pass my btt.

like they say 1 step at a time.=X

hopefully.

2009-09-30T13:08:00.003+08:00

ok its really been a hectic week for me.

biggest reasons were due to the f1 event.

can say its tiring but our work was totally slack owell

3 days of non stop 12 hrs of work :P well thats what the contract says.

ok lets summarise here.

3 days of 8am we came around 9am =D

everyday pass and we get later hahaha omg just cant seem to wake up u know.

and lets say the 12 hours right

we only work 3 hrs of it and have breaks and slack de rest

like seriously woooo

and we get to seee some STARS in person.

didnt manage to catch a shot or anything though. but yeah

saw taufik, nicole, hamilton, alonso, will i am and de list goes on =D

hahakz

cool shit i tell u!

owell then monday went sentosa with the holqa people. =D

was fun and glad dat it was a success =D

played mud bomb slack talk card games. and seawater =D

seriously im a lil lazy to elaborate one day ill let the pics do the talking aite....

yesterday however slack at home and evening time played soccer till night.

and went home. =D

omg sooooooooooooooooo tirrriiinggggg will have a mega upload post SOON ENOUGH

fyi: I HATE DRILLs! I NEED TO SLEEP BOOOO!

2009-09-24T22:34:00.001+08:00

GOING TO BE
MIA

FOR A FEW DAYS ATLEAST

F1 JOB STARTS TMRW =D hahaha

2009-09-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

u know what i love suprises. got suprise from ridzwan holqa and de st 45 people yesterday

den today got a REALLY WONDERFUL suprise from shahrir and ridzwan!

wooooooooooooo.

u know i woke up 1++ and starts getting ready

and den teman my mum to her friends place at BUKIT BATOK

which reach at 330

and i got dance at 5 OMGOMG

so stayed for a while and my uncle sent me to skol =D

hahakz

dance wass preeeeee tough and its not a good week

everyone was scolded as a class.

lalala

have to practiced like really2 practiced. PFFT!

anyways carry on. ok after dance

rir and ridz suprised me with the 1st 'gift' a funny teeshirt and force me to wear.

but then they give me the REAL PRESENT.

FOSSIL WALLET REAL LEATHER

omgomgomgomgomg

soooooooooooooo touchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok!

and i only know them this year

and this is what i get

omg sooooooooo not deserving la

thankssssssssssssss alotttttttttttttttttttts =D like seriously

damn happy ok!

den met hazri and slack slack.

den went off =D

2009-09-23T06:54:00.002+08:00

looook at the time now

its like 655AM

and i just reached home =X

hahahaa

and im not from CLUB =D

im from SOCCER HAHAHAHA!

well its fun

but im frustrated with myself.

ok yesterday woke up early and 9+ see rir's reggae and zul's street jazz dance.

met new dance friends. =D

just talk2 yeah. coooooool shiats

its total DOPE

den went to open our account and book our BTT

wish us luck

ohyeah ridzwan followed us. =D

and after that had lunch.

and then ridz went home. rir go dance and i met azeemah at TP.

head to simei meet raudha

hahahaahaa

long time tsk2 =D

they had their lunch but i was too full so yeah =D.

catch up on stuffs and all and me and zeem went to tampines as raudha went home -.-!

den i ask muhd join us for a movie

so prayed asar and magrib at GHUFRAN and den met muhd.

ok so watch the movie THE UGLY TRUTH its damnnn

HILARIOUS

but it should be rated as M18 and not NC16 =p

its totally OMG!

hahahaakz

after movie slack at mc's and talked =D

owell.

den went our seperate ways as me and muhd had thought of playing soccer

and YES

plan happen 4 v 4 =D

`1am till 5am =D

super fun den slack and rest before heading our seperate ways home. =D

pictures will be uploaded all in oneday sooner rather than later.

2009-09-21T14:36:00.002+08:00

u know, people say pictures speaks a thousand words?

sometimes pictures also hides the truth.

and its only the 2nd day of raya and i hate every min of this

whats the point of asking for forgiveness and the next day it goes haywire.

This really hurts.

selamat hari raya is not what its use to be.

after an ok day yesterday.

its a horrendous day today and its only what?

240pm!

ps: tears rolling down on raya for the wrong reason.

2009-09-21T14:01:00.001+08:00

mood at the moment: SUCKS!

2009-09-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

know what

i have a good firstday of raya and also my birthday

really

with all the wishes i get. and de suprises.

omg im touch like really!

ok but u know u cant be all happy and thats what im feeling

somehow somewhat im still feeling sad

not really sure y.

but ok my uncle start coming my place at 12+++pm

and yeah house was flooded with people

and my kak sedara izzati knew it was my bdae and around 3 or 4pm she and my abg sedara idris

secretly went drive out. and went they got back

dey suprise me with my uncle's help a ROYAL PLAZA ON SCOTTS BIRTHDAY CAKE.

omg im soo touch.

was wow.

but every raya where theres happy news. theres also sad news.

pfft.

ok nvm moving on...

ok my sis got back at what like 6pm

and we den proceeded out of the house to my uncle house at 7pm.

and pictures were of course taken right.

but somehow not much food this year =((((((((

but ok la.

had fun with cuzzins.

and yeah went to grandma house at 9pm and den went to another house

and got home by 11++

tiring and good day for me....

ps: somehow happy somehow sad. good or bad idk.

2009-09-20T09:33:00.002+08:00

woooooooo

know what????

i went to mosque to pray solat aidilfitri

hahakz

well its been years i guess since ive go

force myself to wake up

and yes i went alone, so the achivement is better for me.

well what to do =D

muhd did ask if im alone he could accompany me.

but nvm family is more important so just go with ur bro. =D

hahahakz

woooooooooooooooo

well. ntg much to say for now. but really i just feel like blogging

hahakz

i know many would be suprise seeing or hearing me go

but i did . its lovely to see all the muslims dress in the kurungs

2009-09-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

YAY!

ok i think im gonna love this year

and yes

THANKS EVERYONE

for the RAYA wishes

and also BIRTHDAY WISHES

love u people WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to all muslimin dan musliman =DDDDDD

thanks

2009-09-19T12:59:00.001+08:00

Your the voice I hear inside my head the reason that I'm singing,

I need to find you.

I gotta find you.

Your the missing piece I need the song inside of me,

I need to find you.

I gotta find you.

2009-09-19T04:55:00.002+08:00

woooooooooooooooo

what aaaaa tiriiiingggggggg day!

hahakz

firstly shahrir woke me up around 1220

and luckily he did too

if not i would not have gone to mosque.

goshh

i have to stop sleeping at 6am like everyday when fasting mth

STOPS!

hahakz

jeng jeng jeng last sahur WOOOOOO!

ok get ready bathe and all

met him underneath my block

and went to Al - Ghufran to pray.=)

den we decide tooo find stufffs and decided to look at parkway first

the place only brought dissappointment.

and next thought of going bugis

but 36 came first and went suntec instead

well lets say yesterday is shahrir's day.

went into cotton suntec and he found his cardigan with his sizeee :)

and SUNTEC's COTTON ON IS THE BEST he know and i know y =D.

hahakz den walk2 see aldo and de slipper i wanted is no more booohoooo

tried go pedro

and again de slipper i wanted only left the last size

and its shahrir's not mine

so he bought it!

and i wanted to go back aldo to bought my 2nd choice

but again no more my size

so i just have to go for my 3rd choice in that shop

DARN.

then decided to go geylang since rir wanted to find SAMPING

sekali dpt call my mum wanna DAUN KETUMBAR

HAHAHAHAA

tk kene seh.ok lets say today is a good day to go geylang

the QUALITY is better =D

so yeah

and rir got his samping and i got my daun ketumbar. =)

den bussed home.

blablabla.

u know actually i wanted to try have an early sleep

like around 9+

suddenly my stomach wants food PFFT!

den 10 watch smackdown thought of going to sleep at the same time

den

amy chat with me i was neglecting most of my online contact

until he ask wanna play soccer before qiam.

i was like OF COURSE

even though im tired.

well soccer is a very hard NAFSU to reject

hahakz!

owell den yeah played at 1++++

and now home sahur ing =D

well i total ate 3 plates of rice and 1 cup noodle

plus a few desserts here and there.

so yeah my tummy is totally full for sahur.=D

and WOOOOOOOOO i update

hahahakz.

ps: i need to find you, i gotta find you.

2009-09-18T02:45:00.001+08:00

u know.

its like totally difficult and almost impossible

to update blog every single day

with every single detail right

but i will try my best to updates. . .

it sounds like im MIA ing soon =p?

hahaakz

owell hopefully not

so all my silent readers can enjoy wasting their life

reading about MY LIFE =p

hahaakz wooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2009-09-17T02:45:00.002+08:00

well im not in the best of mood now i guess

pree much just blog today for the sake of updating

ntg much really happen

slack with rir and firza dats all

and reach home before breaking of fast

yeah.

gonna try my best watching arsenal's game . take care people.

2009-09-16T03:42:00.002+08:00

heys.

i also realised nowadays

i always blog around this timing

which is what now 345am?

tsk2

well just got back from a heavily pack day.

okk soo lets start by sherhan waking me up at what 12++++

cause he was damn bored and he is in need of a computer

he came my place at like 1++++

or so

and yeah my mum invited him to join us dinner at royal plaza on scotts =D

hahahakz

played game bla bla bla

he went back to change as i get myself ready tooo.

den i met at his block aroun 555pm and we take bus 5.

dua to the traffik constrain and office hours.

we were late

we reach at like what errr 720 pm

break our fast and yeah we were bloated as HELL!

hahakz

around 930

we force ourself up and took 5 back

he went back as i went to my class chalet.

he wanted me to leave early and overnight my place

i tried too

but since i already promise my exclassmates they wouldnt let me go

sorry!

and then we had fun. played games. talk2 crap

pictures and everything =D

so yeah.

reach home at 330am as erdie's bro send me home

yippie! =D

2009-09-15T03:16:00.002+08:00

oook.

i think sooner or later i will update my blog with massive pictures

IF i received the pics from the different2 people =D

hahakz

went to like what 3 chalet on monday =p

haha

firstly, met erdie and head to 5/1 08 chalet

break my fast there.

and slack slack

did abit of catching ups and all.

den head to koksheng chalet at around 10pm....

meet the holqa people take pics bla3

and yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh

den stop by some business chalet

hahaha

den back to my beloved 5/1 chalet

WOOOHOOOOO! =D

and yeah did alot of stuff

FUN STUFFS!

hahahakz its very very very fun i know =D

ok pics will tell the story but not now.

take care and goodnite people

2009-09-14T04:45:00.002+08:00

okok. i did ntg much on sunday

woke up at what 230pm

and chat =D

all the way till 6pm dont me y. time just flies by.

ok den get ready bathe and everything

went to uncle's house to breakfast =D

well faris all my ANAK SEDARA all have grown so fast

tsk2 at the age of what 6 and 8 they know how to play psp and nintendo DS

kids this days tsk2.

envy2

hahakz.

owell releks have a chit chat here and there and went home

so on my com and start chatting

and as i was about to releks aizat ask wanna play soccer at street soccer at stadium

so i say ANYTHING =D

cycled dere after chatting =D (AGAIN) no life man! hahaha

so once reach. no lights no ball

BOOHOO!

luckily ridzwan got a BIKE and not bicycle but motor bike.

ask him and aizat to get soccer ball at my place

since my mum wont allow me to even being pillar by anyone or anything got to do with

motor bike i shall listen to her =DD

YAY!

den once they reach we played soccer

WOOOHOOOOOOO!

funfunfun

SORRY EYH MAD AKU TARIK KAU =p

da tkleh buat pape uh

hahaha.

anyways yeah played for what 2 hrs?

exhausted man!

get some drinks and dey went to qiam while ridzwan went back with sean

and i cycled home =D

well so here i am blogging hahahahakz and im sooo FULL

zZzZz

SLEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!

ps: sometimes i hope that dreams really do come true

2009-09-13T04:13:00.003+08:00

you know people say EVERYONE is different

well for me,

i just want to be THAT different

a lil confusing i know?

ahahakz

pfft!

ps:hope is all i got.

2009-09-13T02:28:00.002+08:00

the first few pictures

were breaking fast at madjack. well forgot to post

that was late august so yeah

den de last 3 is after CAGE few hours ago.

so yeah.

today did ntg much

breakfast at mcdonald and den head to cage =D

was damn tiring but FUN =D

ps: nvr eat megamcspicy before playing soccer

2009-09-12T15:32:00.004+08:00

paintball pics that i owe.

2009-09-12T04:49:00.003+08:00

ookkk.

below are some pics that i owe to my blog

lol

anyways yess yesterday a good day i guess

firstly the bad part. i overslept for friday prayerssssssss AGAIN!

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

woke up at 230

plan2. chat2 .and yeah i played pokemon and addicted to it

sooo kinda rush myself to shower and all

and meet helmi muhammad farshad syafiee khairul atiqah lenny at tamp platform.

after that went to beach road.

and bythetime we reach its around 630.

met the rest there

includes errr ok wait let me name

aizat ahmadhadi razis fathin ridzwan xinhui and sulaimy

i guess thats about it. did i miss out on anyone hopefully not.

owell anyways most of this guys dont even know my blog ;) hahahahaha!

so break my fast with nasi ayam black pepper and also sugarcane drink

den shared for bone steak. =D

hahakz.

went for prayers and den after much discussion

decided to go geylang

saw like gazzilion people

but geylang quite disappointing

hahahakz

anyways den bought drinks and food.

and we dispersed =p

went home with atiqah since she lives near to my place. ok thats all

ps: it wont stop melting me =S

2009-09-12T04:43:00.000+08:00

2009-09-11T02:31:00.002+08:00

u know. different people

got different type of hearts.

nowadays it is also easy to see people withso called 'no heart' heartless.

pfft.

well but for me i think i have a verrryyyy veryyyy weak heart

idk its just that.errr idk

dis heart of mine is very weak and fragile.

but i try to keep myself strong.

but i dont think im that strong . well i got no problems about school though

my stress my problems is nvr related to studies!

i got a fairly bad result

couple of D

couple of C+ and a C

well atleast no supp paper right. hahaha

owell

a lousy GPA though but i dont really care and dont ask y.

i dont think school is quite as important as we all think.

personal life. family. friends are important too

but however is there such things as REAL/TRUE friends.?

i dont think so

explain to me if it does exist whats the defination?

it only happens in stories shows and such

but HOW COMMON can u find in REAL LIFE.

pfft!

ps: fragile heart weak heart hurts alot

2009-09-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

AND I FREAKING HATE ASSUMPTIONS

2009-09-10T03:41:00.002+08:00

ok firstly, i want to say that i will try to blog as often

ahaakz

another thing which im happy is that

i broke my fast quite alot of time at home

thats pree good

compare to previous years

whereby only maybe 7 days at home out of the whole mth

hmms

so yeah been going out alot

but alot of reaching home by 7pm=p BAIK KAN!

hahahaha.

ok so today quitee pree forward.

went out of bed at 230pm like finally got some sleep u know

pfft

slept around 5+am though.

then went dance with shahrir at around 430 pm? yupps

after dance went home seperate ways to break our fast.

810pm met afiq and shahrir and yesssss

its been a while since afiq join us.

so catch up

talk talk

drink TEH! =p

hahaha

alot of gossiping

and planning

so YAY!

around 11+ we head our seperate ways

went to meet muhd for a while

well abit of suprised from me ridzwan(ams) and shahrir.

a present for his bdae.

hope he like it though =)

hahahaha

talk talk talk share stories and all

and decided to bus home

but the 293 stop only until interchange

did some calls

and decide to meet aizat and helmi for a while =)

haha

had supper

den talk talk and played card games

and yes

alot of talking and abit of planning =D

hahakz!

left around 3am

and now here i am blogging...........

later on will be the result of the first semester hope i dont have to

take any supp papers

zZzZz but i wont be suprised if im one of the candidate =p

OWELL thats me.

ps:she STILL makes me go O0O La La

2009-09-08T05:18:00.004+08:00

u know.

sometimes thinking back.

memories are actually both good and bad.

u know memories are actually not that good to be kept for sooooooo long

thinking back..

the best part of live is actually when ur a kid.

well some may say save the best for last.

and in which when ur at ur peak its the best part of live.

well actually the best is at the start

where u learn stuffs

u make friends

between ur pri skol and ur sec skol days.

this are the best. words will nvr describe

the way u enjoy ur childhood days.

yes there are always ups and downs.

the part of waking up to skol and all

but then again.

that is where the fun begins

with all the friends u spent time with.

they are just like ur family

and everyone has to move on.

But moving on is never always easy.

people say look forward dont look back, cause forward is the way to go and things can only get better. But sometimes, it cant. Ntg can replace ur childhood

the fond memories and so on. when u know ur parents are still young and strong.

keep giving u love and appreciate ever single bit.

when u are young spending time with family is really like an everyday thingy

but as time grows by we all grow and spending time with family becomes a rare occassion.

and to have spend it is like very special.

ok my english is abit broken here and there... but try to understand

nvm i dont think i have that much readers anyways!

but finally a long post right?

well growing is fun

but sometimes i wish i could just have a remote and rewind back to

the fantastic and relive the moment again.

grow up one more time.

not because there is many regrets in life.

but just to feel ur childhood days again.

idk y i am having this kind of feeling.

pfft

hahakz im weird i know.

and also. its been a longgggggggg time since ive contacted bestie?

but well its ego i guess.

but whats the point.

if u cant get back to the normal days its only hurting just to contact abit and not be close as last time

and arguement start over again and all.

its been like 7 mths since we really are like old times

PFFT

ok im way out of the topic again.

well somethings can only happen in dream.

and not all dreams can come true.

soorry if its abit hard to understand. hope u readers do =)

sometimes i just wish fairytales do exist.

2009-09-08T02:01:00.000+08:00

and AGAIN! i got problem sleeping
pfft! and plus im getting bored with life?
idk just random thoughts came into my mind
and i hate it when i got this feeling
to my silent/imaginary readers. im sorry for not having
proper updates like i use too..
=S

2009-08-29T02:06:00.001+08:00

and i hate it when i dont get much sleep

pfft

as much as i hate something else =S

2009-08-28T00:16:00.001+08:00

im somehow

not feeling goooooooood..

2009-08-25T02:45:00.002+08:00

gooosssshhhhhh

I SWEAR i cant sleep early for the past mth or so

when i say early its not like 10 pm

i cant even sleep by 2am.

AVERAGE TIMING of 5am

or sometimes not even asleep at alll!

goshh

whats happening

this is sooooooooooooooo not healthy!

gahhhhh

ok so later will be having accounting exam

LAST paper

and thats IT!

so here i am blogging since i dont blog that much nowadays

dont ask y .

i just dunt understand myself sometimes

HAHAHA!

whooooooooooooooopsssssssssieeeeeeeeeee

guess im entertaining myself here.

and im sooo gonna screw my poly GPA'S=S hahahahahhaa

2009-08-21T01:59:00.001+08:00

well.

all i can say is that

urgoodatmakingmefeelbad.

pfft!

whatsthepointofforgivingandkeeptrying

iftheoutcomewillremainthesame.

thusitwontreturntothewayitisusedtobe,

2009-08-20T20:39:00.001+08:00

well...

today is kinda boreeeee

my sis is ill

and i got ntg to doooo

just too lazy to study i guess

slack around home.

then my sis suggest we go loyang point for a while

rented 2 dvds and my sis bought ingrediants for spaghetti

reach home. she cook. i wait.

i eat.

and here i am.

watching dvd later =D

fyi:paper tmrw.and im so gonna be dead.=X

2009-08-16T13:10:00.001+08:00

SHERHAN!!!!!!!!!
U DROP MY PHONE!!!!!!

geramsss jer =p

hahaha

next time kau ader phone baru

i want to be the first! =D

2009-08-13T22:58:00.001+08:00

wooooooooooooo

im cranky

lack of sleep

and since i get some sleep just now

and was woken up unintentionally and still being tired

im cranky!